It is my innate nature to express what I perceive. A mundane activity, the world simply doing its things, or an epiphany of the grand scheme of things and metaphysics — my tendency is to put it down, so that it stays. I truly believe words, once written, have their effect on the world no matter the size or impact.
Combined with my nature of inquiry, reasoning, and empathy of thought, I always find things interesting and worth exploring. This is also my way of moving through the world — as an observer and witness first, before the experiencer. Though I feel little distinction between the two; the witness is where conscience originates, and the experiencer is never truly independent of it. An advaitic concept in the form of dwaita — a paradox I do not try to resolve.
I am trying to find my way to the equilibrium where I no longer result in any karma — just pure existence.
Nādam
What is it? What does it mean?
Nādam is inspired by the Shiva Purana as it indicates the duality of the first form of cosmic existence before the unfolding of creation; Nādam & Bindu, with the latter being the feminine form of creation and the former, the masculine. They translate to Sound & Dot of a primordial nature.
I always felt the name Nādam came to me, rather than me choosing it. The moment I encountered it, I felt — this has to be the name bearer of my expression. I did not think about it much. It was long before I began writing structurally; the name arrived first, and the motivation to write found me later.
The witness in me — that which tends to observe before it experiences — wanted to express through sound. The sound that originates as a thought. I feel the primordial sound, and the sound that makes me think and speak, are the same. This is the expression of adhyatmika that blooms ever increasingly.